I never thought I would be able to explain what had happened to me all those years ago without people thinking I was crazy, even I thought I was crazy. How could I tell people I had died gone to the other side seen the white light? Truth is it scared me what I knew and what I had seen and what happened to me. So I sat in silence and I just went on with my life the only way I knew how.
What I didn't know was why it was valid and necessary, and what was to come after which turns out was twenty years or so of darkness was necessary too. I really don't think I would be the person I am today without that darkness and it's the very reason I share what I share and do what I do. So I can now be the lighthouse for lost souls who are still searching for the light in the darkness. It makes my suffering all that worthwhile, knowing I can make a difference in people's lives.
Do you ever feel that everything happens for a reason and your exactly where you are supposed to be in life?
Despite all things that have happened to you in the past?
I hope so and if not , don't worry, there will be a time where it all makes sense and even if it doesn't , just know that there are people who are rooting for you, believing in you, and want you to win and I am one of them.
In my early twenties I spent a lot of time in church it's something I talk about in my forthcoming book. It helped me massively because I drank a lot and did drugs from a young age and it was a sense of community which I really needed at the time. Sadly some things occurred within the church that deterred me away from being there, but I didn't lose my belief I always believed I had guides helping throughout life.
The Lord's Prayer has always helped me through life, the words have always comforted me although I don't consider myself religious at all because I believe religion has only really separated us from us. The really divine is within and that's how Reiki significantly shifted my perception and aligned with what happened to me on that night way back 1994. It was something that took 20 years for me to figure out and something at the time was very frightening. I had my Kundalini awakened when I took LSD. My consciousness went into pure white light ( which I believed I left this dimension) it didn't last long but it was as you can imagine life changing. I did in fact suffer psychological effects for many years due to my lack of knowledge and so I do believe we should awaken the kundalini gently. Because by GOD its a force.
What is Kundalini?
Kundalini (Sanskrit: कुण्डलिनी kuṇḍalinī, About this sound pronunciation , "coiled one"), in the concept of Dharma, refers to a form of primal energy (or shakti) said to be located at the base of the spine. Different spiritual traditions teach methods of "awakening" kundalini for the purpose of reaching spiritual enlightenment and a range of supernormal powers. Writer Joseph Campbell describes the concept of Kundalini as “the figure of a coiled female serpent—a serpent goddess not of "gross" but of "subtle" substance - which is to be thought of as residing in a torpid, slumbering state in a subtle center, the first of the seven, near the base of the spine: the aim of the yoga then being to rouse this serpent, lift her head, and bring her up a subtle nerve or channel of the spine to the so-called “thousand-petaled lotus” (Sahasrara) at the crown of the head... (Crown Chakra)
She, rising from the lowest to the highest lotus center, will pass through and wake the five between, and with each waking the psychology and personality of the practitioner will be altogether and fundamentally transformed.”
Kundalini awakening is said to result from deep meditation, and consequently enlightenment and bliss.However, as each individual is unique, Kundalini awakenings can happen through a variety of methods not limited to deep meditation. This awakening involves the Kundalini physically moving up the central channel to reach within the Sahasrara Chakra at the top of the head. Many systems of yoga focus on awakening Kundalini through meditation, pranayama breathing, the practice of asana and chanting of mantras.In physical terms, the Kundalini experience is frequently reported to be a feeling of electric current running along the spine. And this I have experienced many times now as a Reiki Master, its possible to achieve this through Yoga.
Was Jesus a Yogi?
I truly believe every master who has walked this Earth and shared knowledge had to know himself, they knew wholeheartedly they were the way, the truth and the light.
Its YOU , the holy trinity MIND, BODY AND SOUL.
The connection to the Lords Prayer and The Chakras makes perfect sense and Jesus finding of his truth were shared throughout the land. But not everyone gets it? Because the Third Eye is pretty much closed to many humans who are unaware that they are creating this reality and so therefore their minds are limited so if you are reading this take no offence, use logic to come to sense and take a different view, after all life is only perspective.........
What do you choose?
What way will you go?
OCCULT
I have always believed my early connection to Christianity and my death experience and the fact that I am the woman I am today was no coincidence. The night in question I was with two men, neither of them I knew but a friend knew them and I believe them to be earthbound angels, in fact I was go as far as to thinking that night in question was planned long before I set foot on this precious Earth.
There is an interesting connection between ‘Our Lord’s Prayer’ and the Chakra System. The Lord’s Prayer is extremely venerated by Christians/Catholics alike, as this prayer was an original given to Jesus by God to teach his disciples.
However, there is an interesting theory that finds a curious link between this prayer, and 7 chakras.
First, lets investigate the chakra system.
The 7 chakras start from the top of your head, and work their way down the front to the base of your spine and back up the back. Your chakra system is yours energy system and is really part of an ecosystem.
Crown Chakra
Colour Association: Violet
Sanskrit: Name: Sahasrara
Location: Top of head
Lesson: Knowingness– The right to aspire.
Dedication to the divine consciousness and trusting the universe. Learning about one’s spirituality. Our connection to the concept of “God” or a higher intelligence. Integrating one’s consciousness and subconsciousness into the superconsciousness.
Imbalances: Headaches. Photosensitivity. Mental illness. Neuralgia.Senility. Right/left brain disorders and coordination problems. Epilepsy. Varicose veins and blood vessel problems. Skin Rashes.
Crown Stimulants: Focusing on dreams. Writing down one’s visions and inventions. Violet food & drink. Violet gemstones and violet clothing.
Third Eye Chakra
Colour Association: Indigo
Sanskit Name: Anja
Location: Forehead, in between the eyes.
Lesson: Intuition–The right to “see.” Trusting one’s intuition and insights. Developing one’s psychic abilities. Self-realization. Releasing hidden and repressed negative thoughts.
Imbalances: Learning disabilities, co-ordination problems, sleep disorders.
Depression: Thyroid imbalances, swollen glands. Fevers and flu. Infections. Mouth, jaw, tongue, neck and shoulders problems. Hyperactivity. Hormonal disorders such as PMS, mood swings, bloating and menopause.
Brow Stimulants: Star gazing. Moon Gazing. Mediation Indigo food & drink. Indigo gemstones and indigo clothing. Using indigo oils such as patchouli or frankincense essential oils.
Throat Chakra
Colour Association: Blue
Sanskit Name: Visuddha
Location: Throat region
Lesson: Relationships–The right to speak. Learning to express oneself and one’s beliefs (truthful expression). Ability to trust. Loyalty. Organization and planning.
Imbalances: Thyroid imbalances, swollen glands. Fevers and flu. Infections. Mouth, jaw, tongue, neck and shoulders problems. Hyperactivity. Hormonal disorders such as PMS, mood swings, bloating and menopause.
Throat Stimulants: Singing (in the shower), poetry, stamp or art collecting. Meaningful conversations. Blue food & drink. Blue gemstones and blue clothing. Using blue oils such as chamomile or geranium essential oils.
Heart Chakra
Colour Association: Green
Sanskit Name: Anahata
Location: Center of chest
Lesson: Relationships–The right to love. Love, forgiveness, compassion. Ability to have self-control. Acceptance of oneself.
Imbalances: Heart and breathing disorders. Heart and breast cancer. Chest pain. High blood pressure. Passivity. Immune system problems. Muscular tension.
Heart Stimulants: Nature walks, time spent with family or friends. Green food & drink. Green gemstones and green clothing. Using green oils such as eucalyptus or pine essential oils.
Solar Plexus Chakra:
Colour Association: Yellow
Sanskit Name: Manipura
Location: Above the navel, stomach area
Lesson: Personal power–The right to think. Balance of intellect, self-confidence and ego power. Ability to have self-control and humor.
Imbalances: Digestive problems, ulcers, diabetes, hypoglycemia, constipation. Nervousness, toxicity, parasites, colitis, poor memory.
Solar Plexus Stimulants: Taking classes, reading informative books, doing mind puzzles. Sunshine. Detoxification programs. Yellow food & drink. Yellow gemstones and yellow clothing. Using yellow oils such as lemon or rosemary essential oils.
Spleen/Sacral Chakra:
Colour Association: Orange
Sanskit Name: Svadisthana
Location: Below navel, lower abdomen
Lesson: Feelings—The right to feel. Connected to our sensing abilities and issues related to feelings. Ability to be social and intimacy issues
Imbalances: Eating disorders. Alcohol and drug abuse. Depression.Low back pain. Asthma or allergies. Candida & yeast infections. Urinary problems. Sensuality issues as well as impotency and frigidity.
Spleen Stimulants: Hot aromatic baths, water aerobics, massage.Embracing sensation (such as different food tastes). Orange food & drink. Orange gemstones and orange clothing. Using orange oils such as melissa or orange essential oils.
Root/Base Chakra:
Colour Association: Red
Sanskit Name: Muladhara
Location: Base of spine, coccyx
Lesson: Survival–The right to exist. Deals with tasks related to the material and physical world. Ability to stand up for oneself and security issues.
Imbalances: Anemia, fatigue, lower back pain, sciatica, depression. Frequent colds or cold hands and cold feet.
Root Stimulants: Physical exercise and restful sleeps, gardening, pottery and clay. Red food & drink. Red gemstones, red clothing, bathing in red, etc. Using red oils such as ylang ylang or sandalwood essential oils.
The Our Lord’s Prayer has several different versions, see: The Enochian Ritual, but for this connected “dot” the prayer is as follows
Our Father who art in Heaven
Hallowed be Thy Name
Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done
On Earth as it is in Heaven
Give us this day our daily bread
And forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil
For Thine is the Kingdom, the Power and the Glory
Forever, and ever Amen
Now if we combine the Chakra system with the Lords prayer, we get a connection that has fascinated me, therefore I share with you.
Our Father who art in Heaven” + Crown Chakra
As above so below , this is establishing the connection to the concept of GOD or higher intelligence. Integrating one's consciousness and subconscious into the superconsciousness
"Hallowed be Thy Name” + Third Eye:
The Third Eye gives us vision , this sight allows us to see that we are truly creating this reality, this is the sacred space of GOD the creator.
Hallowed is the name, because the sight of the third eye gives us the vision to establish the understanding that to truly name God is impossible.
"Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done” + Throat Chakra:
Abracadabra is the definition of I create what I speak, the Throat Chakra is Ether, Communication, living your truth. Being mindful of your Throat Chakra in conjunction with the will of your words is what is being said here. Your will your way ( You are the way, the truth, the light)
"On Earth as it is in Heaven” + Heart Chakra:
Jesus had a fully awakened heart, he was balanced in his heart chakra living a heaven on Earth because he lived from his heart. In many ancient cultures the congruent notion of the sacred heart is not separate The confusion is that his heart was THE sacred heart, but the Heavenly truth is that we all have the ability to awaken the divine spark within us. This is “gnosis” – connecting the below, to the above, the within to the without. Making Heaven on Earth, by living truly in our hearts.
"Give us this day our daily bread, and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us” Solar Plexus Chakra
The Solar Plexus gives us the right to think and take action on our desires, like the third eye, is another center of intuition – but it is the intuition center for ego based conflict. This is our Personal power and a balance of intellect, self-confidence and ego power. We must keep our egos in check , of course we need our Egos don't let anyone tell you any different but the ability to have self-control is necessary.
The "Daily bread”, can be viewed at as the “spiritual nutrition” from source, to keep us in alignment with our etheric selves, as opposed to the egotistical Earth nature that can lead us astray. Forgiveness of others is the “food of the gods”. The Solar Plexus is all about movement and energy where the first two chakras meet to create action, without good sources of high energy foods we lack so daily bread can be interpreted this way.
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil” + Spleen Chakra
We can often get caught up in our feelings and an imbalance can cause us to be led into temptation. We need to have a balance socially, and be more aware of ourselves. Lack of positive creativity leads us into evil because we become idle ( The Devil makes work for idle)
A balanced Sacral Chakra will gives us self awareness, independence, flow of creativity , sexuality and passion, overactivity can cause us to get too up in our emotions and lose track of our purpose, the Sacral Chakra and the Third Eye work really well together, to create Heaven on Earth this is where purpose and passion meet clarity and vision so you are constantly expanding and creating a better life for yourself.
Connecting to this chakra, and part of the prayer, is a reminder to honor your feelings, and be gentle to yourself. When a bad feeling presents itself, identify it, do not drown it in sorrow or mask it with one of the 7 deadly temptations of sin (the antitheses of the chakras).
"For Thine is the Kingdom, the Power and the Glory. Forever, and ever Amen” is Root Chakra
There is no separation, the meat suit and GOD is one, Thine is the Kingdom.To know thyself, is to know God. You were created by the creator to be creative, which is the ultimate act of Godness. The capacity for creation is infinite (forever, and ever), and remembering the path and purpose of your person is the ultimate Holy communion.
For me this knowledge and this connection draws me closer and closer to oneness and to myself, for many years I was confused, lost in the darkness struggling to figure out life. When truly I only really needed to know myself and that is what the Chakras have taught me. They say Reiki finds you and they were so right, eventually I became the woman I was born to be so I can spread my light across the land and become the being I needed to be for all mankind. This prayer is an artform and now I have my view on it, I will give it reverence and honour because this kind of communion is the kind of communion I can dig with. I will visualise, feel , connect with each word and live this life based on these words and chakras daily.
Nothing you can't be or do, nothing you can't achieve. I pray for the day we all get that revelation
